There's alot of things ahead of me.

Alot of choices I can make.

I hate to see where it all leads

And to create newest my mistake.

Catch 22, Here am I

I thought I'd be done with you

Catch 22, youre telling name

always, always rings true.

No body knows where they might end up, nobody knows.

I'm walking down a crooked path, with sticks and stumps

and fallen trees and decaying leaves.

I'm ending lives as I linger by

I've lost confidence in my stride

Im slowly leaving behind,

and gaining separate pride.

I started questioning and look where I am?

Im upset, Im unsure, Im broken, Im damned.

I've left you in the same situation as me

Im selfish and Im wrong, And this I finally see.

But is that enough to change me?

From from what I was

to who I am, to what I want to be?

I dont know

I wake up every morning to a sleepy dream

And its hazy hazy hazy.

Im delusional to think its reality.

I guess this worlds got the best of me.

Hop in the car, fill up the 20 gallon tank.

Hit Highway 78 and see where it takes.

I'll roll my window down and let my hair lose

I throw the dice, and see where it'll choose.

Lets leave this place and forget our names

Have a drink and take the blame

It doesnt matter now, we're gone anyways

These are our youthful, dying days.

Feel the goosebumps, rise to the surface of your skin

Let the taste of ambiguity sink in

This is our night, this is our way

Dont leave me fleeting feeling, i pray

Please oh please keep your promise

to me.

just this once.

And I wont make a fuss.

Please oh please.

Say you'll stay.

Funny how things change. How plans shift once another shows up. their presence takes over, it always does. But you know better. You should know where you stand darling, one spot behind, nicely out of sight. Its okay sweetie you weren't meant for the spotlight anyways.

It tied my stomach in knots and nots.

Put on my holey socks, my holey socks.

My knees they rattled and shook and quaked.

Put on my dirty jeans, my dirty jeans.

My eyes turned to facets and my body its drain.

Put on my raining boots, my raining boots.

My breath became shallow and hot, it stank.

Put on my tear stained scarf, my stained scarf.

Today was over, before the sun woke up.

Put on my crooked smile, my crooked smile.

Today was over, the day I chose.

put on my crooked face, my crooked face.

what i have become? what i have become?

What have i done to get me to this place.

Here is where I am, but is here where I'll be?

Is this the place, what you had in store for me.

Wasnt there something bigger, something more grand

was there something more suiting?

What have i become, what i have become?

What have i done to get me to this place.

Who will I become, Who will I become?

To get me out, get me out of here.

Who will I become, Who will I become

When Im done.

lovegarden

You steal someone's heart
and take it as your own.
you love it, and nourish it,
till its nearly fully grown.

Then they plant your heart
plot by plot, side by side.
Now they see yours
you can no longer hide

The sun shines brightly,
on the shadows that were made
The dark comes to light
There's no protection in the shade