I thought this would be the best for the both for us, and I think maybe it is. but Its hard. i feel like I'll never be loved again. I know its silly and I know I shouldnt think this way, but the thoughts and the aching is still there.I pray it will go away and I'll learn to be content with myself, not needing the resurance.
Buts more than that too. I lost my best friend. That's honestly the hardest part. I lost a person that cared about me and wanted the best for me, and was my own personal cheerleader. and understood me.
We're both hurting. I hope he understands I only wanted the best for the both of us.
Love sucks
